I'm Brett. I've suffered from Major Depressive Disorder for over 30 years. I've been hospitalized numerous times. I've tried numerous medications, counseling and even ECT Treatments (Shock Treatment) 21 times. Nothing has worked. I feel so alone and afraid. I don't have any friends and I cry everyday. I accepted Christ at a Christian Retreat in 1990 at the age of 25 years of age. I feel like a prisoner in my own life and I just want to break free from this pain and loneliness. I believe God has a purpose in all of this but I seem to get worse everyday. Please pray for me. Thank you.