Posted 4 weeks ago
September 21st, 2019 10:56PM
Fear, Stress, Depression...
Requested by Alex

2 years ago I walked into my home to see my wife with a teenage boy in our bed asleep next to our 2 year old son. She cried and begged for forgiveness and I forgave. 2 weeks after she made a private folder on her phone to hide pictures of the same teenage boy but I walked in on her as she was viewing them. 2 years later depression is real; I deal with so much pain that sometimes I just don't think that i carry on. I don't think that I can ever trust her. Please pray for me so I fully forgive my wife. I was raised in a family where I was thought only death can separate us. But sometimes I have such battle within me where I just want to leave and get away... Sometimes I hate the feeling that I'm alive. Please keep me and my family in your prayers. God Bless