Please pray for me my nerves are frazzled. Verbal emotional and mental daily. He is angry and blames me for everything even when it obviously his own doing. I have been married 32 years. Too beaten down to leave. Calls me horrible horrible names l can’t write here every day. I get grounded and can’t see my sister when he punishes me. I am allowed to go grocery shopping and errands he approves of. He is a heavy alcoholic.